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Thursday, May 28, 2009 at 10:30 PM
I dun feel right today.. when i woke up this morning i found myself lost in everything i dun know how to explain. its a weird feeling and my instincts were right. today isnt a good day. when i reached sch i was hoping to be more positive upon seeing my mates it was ok at first but soon i knew how my friends feel about me. during class, i guess i was too hyper.. keep giving compliments on rachel's 'talk' i could see that she is angry she kinda pissed off and scolded me i admit i was wrong but ltr then i said 'im tryin to control my mouth' then she was like so no way u can do that then time passed and during science i just wanted to ask ms wong sth when i turned around and she said 'i thought u said u trying to control ur mouth?' i felt really hurt i mean it was offensive rite? i just wanted to ask sth. i think she changed everything... i dun think im who i am now. i've lost interest in speaking,presenting and stuff.. i dun feel like myself anymore. Rachel i know u really wished me to stop talking your wish has come true.are u happy? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ i read ur blog.... why are u thinkin this way?im just glad that melinda and i are freinds again we quarrell like mad last month. it took bout a month! just to be friends again. why...why u think i and Melinda.... i hope u understand how i feel... im really in a hard position right now. |
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