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Sunday, December 19, 2010 at 3:58 PM

Holidays are ending!

Cant wait for school to start

But I guess I'll be missing the sleep time.

that 10hrs long of sleep hahahs.

oh wait

I haven completed all my assignments!

Im left with math. 3 topics.

oh well, gonna do that ltr.

Ytd and the day b4,

I had SC camp. I was excited to go

for some reasons like:

1.I could skip training

2.I could skip training

3.I could skip training.

You see, we had intensive trainings in December

that means everyday training (mon to sat)

so i had no holidays.

I skipped chalet for this.

I skipped SC practice for this.

IM NOT GONNA SKIP THAT CAMP.

So, I went for the camp instead of training.

but was a period during the camp where

we had a "break." a VERY LONG BREAK.

which at that time i could've go for training for at least that while.

but i didnt.

i had a few other friends who were councillors who also did not go.

the next day,SAT

we decided to go for training since there were'nt

much activities in the camp.

when we went for training. We got scolded by our coach.

He said" all of you know that ytd there was very few ppl who

can for training. sec4 seniors were taking their N-lvl results

the twins had to go for their match.

you know how tough it is to conduct training if

there are very few ppl?

How would your teammates feel?

they had to chiong for you.you know.

So your commitment is at the councilor and not here?"

At that time, I was pretty upset bout

what he said bout the commitment thing.

I mean I came to almost all of his trainings.

and i only skipped once for that camp.

But i realised, he's right.

Training would be tough and i had let my teammates down.

it was only my selfish act not that i didnt have time to

go for training.

So that saturday morning,

me and my friends ran.

we ran almost the whole morning.

I wasnt angry at my coach when i was running

I was angry at myself .

"what they did ytd was tougher than what im doing now.

how can i give up"

i kept telling myself that.

and I completed 86 rounds that morning.

86 is the number to remember of this day.

and I have learnt my lesson.