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Thursday, October 27, 2011 at 10:53 PM Getting into trouble
There's always a certain limit to having fun. When we're young, like really young, the smallest pop sound from the bottle could alr make us laugh or chasing after butterflies could alr satisfy our excitement. But then, as we grow,that degree of fun changes. Everything, AND I MEAN EVERYTHING that you have done before,starts to get BORING. and once you've reached that BORING STAGE, it also means you've reached the limit of FUN. Like all other monkeys, including you and me, we tend to go beyond this limits only to provide ourselves the same amount of adrenaline so we can feel that thrill of excitement! and that is also when , We get in trouble. =D Getting into trouble = going over the limit. and there many ways in which you can get in trouble not just having too much fun. ------------------------------------- Have you ever had a morning where you woke up feeling so positive. So positive that you feel as though everything seems so perfect. The birds are chirping, The monkeys are swinging, you look in the mirror and you see another monkey, PERFECT MORNING. =D and honestly, that was how i felt this morning. School starts and the everyday routine kicks in the boring day starts all over again. The funny thing about today is that a lot of the teachers did not come Hence if that happens, a relief teacher steps in. So, at this particular time, it was the end of our recess and we instantly knew sub teacher was absent Because we saw a relief teacher walking. A male relief teacher. At that point time, our happy level, or what i'd like to define as monkey level was super high. NUMBER ONE because it was the first period after recess NUMBER TWO since sub teacher did not come, its a free period. So yeah, i admit we were rowdy. The male relief teacher ( well... lets call him Ron.) Ron, walks in all manly and fierce. He stood in the middle of the classroom with his arms folded, and waited. LOLS Somehow my class "knows" how the system works and if they see a relief teacher coming in. They know that the teacher will not be as fierce or as strict. The seriousness is totally off. Everyone would be talking, laughing, joking around. No one would care about the teacher standing in the middle of the class with his arms folded. LOLS fail. So Ron decided to start speaking, " Class stand! My name is Mr @%@! and when im standing here, i expect you to shut up." then i was stunned. But no one actually took it seriously because FOR GOD SAKE HE IS A RELIEF TEACHER HAHA so after we greeted, he told us that we could do our own stuff. I turned my chair around facing the people sitting behind me we started discussing about our project and got a little carried away by the jokes we made Out of no where " BOY! YOU GO AND STAND IN FRONT. YOURE MAKING TOO MUCH NOISE." Ron pointed at my friend. At that moment everyone was in the blur state. Then he shouted " GO TO THE RTC NOW, SINCE YOU DON'T WANT TO STAND INFRONT ITS AN ACT OF DEFIANCE !" So he started explaining that he told that friend of mine 3 times to stand in front because he was too noisy. But he didnt so he was sent to the RTC( Detention centre) Ron Added " Just because you are 3E1 students doesnt mean you are all that there are other schools doing much better than you." After that one by one we shouted that it was unreasonable and totally irrelevant and debated in anger about the whole situation. and one by one, Ron sent those who debated down to the RTC LOL He asked," 3 people have gone to the RTC who else wants to join?" 3/4 of the class stood up and walked out of the classroom! TOTALLY EPIC. LOL Its like a threaten fail. LOL IMAGINE a burglar called you and said " I HAVE YOUR SON HERE I WANT $1000 000 ransom!" and you replied " Im 18 and I don't even have a son." *hangs up phone* HAHAHA FAIL LOLS it was that exact feeling haha. So the 27 of us went down for detention and technically we are in trouble, but we found out later that Ron got similar complains from other classes and Tmr is his last day of school in WGS HAHA CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES C'MON! victory is sweet. To her: 16 more days left ! Before I tell you EVERYTHING you really sure you wanna know? When he started texting you, i feel that fear, that overwhelming jealousy, because im also sacred you'd like him. but it doesnt matter now. because i know im better HAHA! and i love you. as a lover. Labels: will you one day... |
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Monday, October 24, 2011 at 2:17 PM Horrible morning
I always believed that how you start your morning every single day, determines your mood. What we see in movies, are perfect mornings. Funny how people could just get up as soon as the clock buzz. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE!?? You see people like me, adapts to conditions where they can sleep even in noisy areas. My family sleeps at different times. So when i wanna sleep my bro could be watching TV and i have to adapt to that. So if manufacturers create a clock with an alarm that sounds almost like rejection button in "America got talent." HOW DO YOU EXPECT US TO WAKE UP? LOL Then in the movies when the family guy wakes up, he gets all dressed up and walks to the dining room the mom would be there. Small little rascals would be there. EVEN THE DOG WOULD BE THERE. then you'd see a perfect looking orange juice jar. and toasts on the plate. HAHA. The family guy would have his breakfast. A kiss to his wife and he sets off for work Perfect. As soon as i wake up. People like me who suffers from the problem mentioned above, would go through this morning hangover which i like to call = Zombie mode. we'd be rolling around the bed, wishing it was like a magic carpet from Aladin and just fly us to the bath room. Usually when we do get out of bed, our head would just tilt on side our eyes would be half open and we walk all the way to the bathroom. Sometimes i see my maid in the kitchen and she'd be " good morning ~~" and i would be murmuring some alien language "errrehgajhkghhjghcvd" just to acknowledge the conversation. I'd get out of the bathroom only to finally be awaken by the clock. People like me are so adaptable, we learn how to sleep while standing in the shower room LIKE A BOSS! YO! This is the time when I realised i had spent 30 mins in the shower. and the mad rush comes. and i'd start putting facial soap cream on my tooth brush, and i'd rush out of the toilet getting my things ready only to worry about whether i've forgotten to bring anything. and i'd be going to the kitchen standing there for 10 sec and forgetting why i wanted to go there. THE MAD RUSH. as soon as i got everything ready, i get to the dining table, -__- nth. no orange juice jar. no toast. EVEN THE DOG'S NOT THERE. but i didnt care anyway. i was alr late. I got my things and rushed out to the lift. As soon as i got to the lift, The centre lift came up to my floor. You see, my block has 3 lifts. lift A, lift B and lift C. all which are named - The Snail Express. I don't know which era the lift came from but it is just too slow. Given its name i shall not explain the first problem, the second is that recently, i had a spooky encounter with lift B which is the centre lift. I came home one night only to find out that the door of lift be was half opened at the lobby of the block. HALF OPENED. and we all know how lift works right usually if you press for a lift and one lift comes, if you try to press again a second lift would not come. and the problem was that lift couldnt go up. It just stood there. So back to that morning, as the centre lift came, I was like... ..."c'mon... God, really?" I went in, pressed the 1st floor button. The door closed and i was " thank god.." and then it opened. " OH HELL NO!" i tried it again and again, -.- failed. I ran to the staircase and rolled down like JACK AND JILL rushed to the bus stop, and like all miracles, I was still 2 mins early before the bus came. I thought to myself, maybe i still have a chance for my PERFECT MORNING. I got up the bus and i noticed a few stares, and instantly i knew what was going on. i was sweating profusely. and you know at awkward times where you've made a mistake and try to cover it up by doing something and ending up making a fool out of yourself, YEAH that was what I tried to do BUT YOU CANT ACT LIKE ITS RAINING IN THE BUS. haha so i did what all of us would do. I took out my phone. Awesome morning.=D Labels: I kinda enjoyed blogging this post. |
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Sunday, October 23, 2011 at 7:07 PM Your Best friend.
I'm always giving into temptations. For the past few weeks, I keep telling myself " Don't fall her, Don't fall her, Don't fall her." But I did. and I know why, Its because I'm just selfish. I told my myself "I'd listen to her, I'd listen to her." But I didn't. I didn't even consider about how she'd feel when i told her 'i like you' Because I know she didn't want me to feel that way. and I still did it. Its because I'm just selfish. I keep telling myself " Give her space." I didn't even think about her recently falling out in a relationship. and I still tried ways to spend time with her. All because I'm just selfish. It all started with me. I was given the chance to be her Best friend. Not her Boyfriend. And I took it for granted. Now that I know the truth. I blamed the things around me. I took the whole situation for granted. I thought by doing this, I'd love you better than he did. I thought I did this only to bring you happiness. But instead I only did it to bring mine. Al because of giving into temptations. Time to stop and think about her well-being. and not just mine. Time to be there for her when she needs me, and not be clingy. Time to just give her some space. and If its meant to be this way, God, I trust you. :) Labels: Time to act like a true best friend. =) |
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Friday, October 21, 2011 at 5:30 PM Worried
WOOHOO TODAY IS FRIDAY! oh yeah! Actually even if its MON, TUES, WED, or whatever. Its actually all the same as long as im at home. THE PLACE WHERE I CAN ACT LIKE AN ANIMAL sleep like a pig, Eat like a Lion scream like a chimpanzee and then back to the pig. LOL So I guess regardless what day it is it doesnt matter LOL C'mon this makes sense. Really. Think about it, if now is the holiday period would you be running around doing the hokey pokey and shouting TGIF only??? ................ ................ (awkward silence) .................. ................. NO! ITS TGIED - THANK GOD ITS EVERYDAY Hence, i can conclude that you people are psychologically mentally unstable because you regard having free time as happiness and well a mixture of boredom and whine over ad over again likka cute little child with big and i mean BIG eyes wishing for the holidays to come. And when holidays do come, and boredom strikes, you wanna go back to your busy life. HELL YEAH WAS I RIGHT YEAH I KNOW! i know cuz im like that too. See you at IMH. LOL haha so... For the past few days,i thought about the holidays, and I thought about the things i said i'd do. and i have 1 week left HAHA. Guess i have to man up. urghh. Jia You Haris! Also, for the past few days, I'm glad i really have something to look forward to everyday. =D I have great friends. and Im thankful for that. Shes always encountering a lot of problems. I want to help her. I really do. Labels: I Dont just wanna be a gentlemen.I wanna be her gentlemen. |
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Thursday, October 20, 2011 at 11:08 AM Great start
Promotion day today! It means its nearing the HOLIDAYS Gosh I think I've been saying this phrase over and over again. "Time flies." I heard of this quote when i was watching the short movie called 'CASHBACK' and the quote was "The bad thing is that time flies, The good thing is that you're the pilot" For a second there, I was thinking to myself if time really flies, then i must be either 1.) SUPER FAST or 2.) SUPER STUPID TO BE SUPER FAST Sometimes I really hate how time pass by so fast. Because Time changes everything. And its not like you didnt have enough time to cherish the moment with someone/ something (0.0) Its just that someone is moving equally fast as time. No ones stopping. Sometimes I really wonder how animals live without knowing about time. Or do they know alr? LOLS. All our life people wished to rewrite almost everything that has happened. they'd say :" I wished i was back when i was young adult maybe back then i would have thought the seriousness of marriage." Then when they're young adult, they'd say:"I wished i was a Teenager again, that way I would cherish that girl i once knew." Then when they're a Teenager, they'd say:"I wished i was a child again, skinned knees is so much better than broken hearts." Then when they're child... now what? wishing that you're a foetus or wishing that you're the sperm who failed to infiltrate the egg ? LOL By the time they'd stopped wishing, Time has flown away. People wishing for the past, stays in the past. They stopped in the middle of race against time. That is how time flies. But I also like the way time brings about surprises. You'll never whats gonnna happen until it does and when it does its best we be prepared with a bag of emotions. Yesterday night I was thinking about her. First thing that came to mind 3 years. its been a while and now we're chatting again. and i dont want it to stop HAHA I hope she feels the same way too. and only time will tell. <3 Labels: You're always on my mind =) |
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Tuesday, October 18, 2011 at 7:02 PM Friends.
Damn. EOY is over. HAHA this post is specially for you.#J.T.S.H. I dunno if you've been to RP but at the entrance of the polytechnic, there is this long giant walking (k thats exaggerating ) slope. My friends and i would walk up that slope, to the garden at the roof and study there. and theres this favorite spot of ours that we'd always go to. only because 1. NOBODY GOES THERE 2. NOBODY IS THERE 3. ( i think i know what youre thinking but nope its not a NOBODY AGAIN...) its also because its very quiet. Even the zoo at the forth level of the library at civic centre couldnt be that quiet.LOL WE CALL THAT PARTICULAR PLACE HOME. (ok maybe we didnt. BUT YOU GET THE POINT!). we'd be extreme geeks/nerds/birds/whatever and study like a BOSS! So it'd be around 8 PM where we'd pack our stuff and go. and it'll always be that same route. Down that slope. And we'd be " eh eh i remember...." then there'd be " oh ya..... " HAHA that primarily my days before EOY in sec 2. But now. Things have changed. What used to be the 4 friends together, turned out to be the all of us going our separate ways. FAST FORWARD DAYS BEFORE EOY THIS YEAR. I got into a study group we used the same place for every study session. and of course like all other secret hideouts. IT WILL BE EXPOSED. soon after friends brought along other friends who brought along more friends and... yeah. now what was actually heaven became a ZOO. but i didnt mind. Even if the place was back to normal where nobody was there, there wouldnt be the same people. Haiz. I walked down that slope. Thinking about how friends come and go ahah. Funny how at school people would say hi to you give you that big bright cheeky smile would hi-five you but the moment you turn around when you need someone the most, they're not there. HAHA. I think the friends that you have strong memories of are the friends who are important to you. I remember this girl. Maybe its because I used to like her that's why I held onto this. I met her in primary school It was the mid-autumn festival. Back then i was in choir. and we're performing at the parade square in our school. so i think it was after the performance where we had to gather at the staircase at the back of the parade square. So i was waiting and waiting till i felt this line of pain on back ( LOLS I THINK I TOO WEAK) i turned around. and it was her using a lightstick to whack my back. XD Thats how i met her. Soon after... YEAH I FEEL FOR HER and then it became complicated only because i was too immature. We stopped chatting only when i entered sec school. FAST FORWARD TO NOW. I just got back with her (as in friends) Have you ever got that feeling when you get so interested with the person you're texting with that you are so conscious about what you're texting. you'd be thinking " would he be mad... would he feel sian after i text him this... " LOLS I DUNNO WHY BUT yeah i kinda miss that feeling ahah and there would eventually be the time when you ran out of topic to talk about and you really dunno how to reply BUT YOU STILL WANT TO CHAT.=) haha I guess it happened a couple of times while i was chatting with her. and i guess maybe im not good enough with this chatting thing but i'll try my best =D i think im addicted to her. LOL And also because of that, i don't want to bore her! *prays* >.< haha I used to think i had a lot of friends. But none of them were actually capable of standing by me. maybe that is why i dont want you to feel the same way too. Damn,I keep telling myself that we're just friends but Im always thinking about you haha Labels: hangover of being love drunk. |
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