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Tuesday, October 18, 2011 at 7:02 PM Friends.
Damn. EOY is over. HAHA this post is specially for you.#J.T.S.H. I dunno if you've been to RP but at the entrance of the polytechnic, there is this long giant walking (k thats exaggerating ) slope. My friends and i would walk up that slope, to the garden at the roof and study there. and theres this favorite spot of ours that we'd always go to. only because 1. NOBODY GOES THERE 2. NOBODY IS THERE 3. ( i think i know what youre thinking but nope its not a NOBODY AGAIN...) its also because its very quiet. Even the zoo at the forth level of the library at civic centre couldnt be that quiet.LOL WE CALL THAT PARTICULAR PLACE HOME. (ok maybe we didnt. BUT YOU GET THE POINT!). we'd be extreme geeks/nerds/birds/whatever and study like a BOSS! So it'd be around 8 PM where we'd pack our stuff and go. and it'll always be that same route. Down that slope. And we'd be " eh eh i remember...." then there'd be " oh ya..... " HAHA that primarily my days before EOY in sec 2. But now. Things have changed. What used to be the 4 friends together, turned out to be the all of us going our separate ways. FAST FORWARD DAYS BEFORE EOY THIS YEAR. I got into a study group we used the same place for every study session. and of course like all other secret hideouts. IT WILL BE EXPOSED. soon after friends brought along other friends who brought along more friends and... yeah. now what was actually heaven became a ZOO. but i didnt mind. Even if the place was back to normal where nobody was there, there wouldnt be the same people. Haiz. I walked down that slope. Thinking about how friends come and go ahah. Funny how at school people would say hi to you give you that big bright cheeky smile would hi-five you but the moment you turn around when you need someone the most, they're not there. HAHA. I think the friends that you have strong memories of are the friends who are important to you. I remember this girl. Maybe its because I used to like her that's why I held onto this. I met her in primary school It was the mid-autumn festival. Back then i was in choir. and we're performing at the parade square in our school. so i think it was after the performance where we had to gather at the staircase at the back of the parade square. So i was waiting and waiting till i felt this line of pain on back ( LOLS I THINK I TOO WEAK) i turned around. and it was her using a lightstick to whack my back. XD Thats how i met her. Soon after... YEAH I FEEL FOR HER and then it became complicated only because i was too immature. We stopped chatting only when i entered sec school. FAST FORWARD TO NOW. I just got back with her (as in friends) Have you ever got that feeling when you get so interested with the person you're texting with that you are so conscious about what you're texting. you'd be thinking " would he be mad... would he feel sian after i text him this... " LOLS I DUNNO WHY BUT yeah i kinda miss that feeling ahah and there would eventually be the time when you ran out of topic to talk about and you really dunno how to reply BUT YOU STILL WANT TO CHAT.=) haha I guess it happened a couple of times while i was chatting with her. and i guess maybe im not good enough with this chatting thing but i'll try my best =D i think im addicted to her. LOL And also because of that, i don't want to bore her! *prays* >.< haha I used to think i had a lot of friends. But none of them were actually capable of standing by me. maybe that is why i dont want you to feel the same way too. Damn,I keep telling myself that we're just friends but Im always thinking about you haha Labels: hangover of being love drunk. |
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