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Sunday, October 23, 2011 at 7:07 PM Your Best friend.
I'm always giving into temptations. For the past few weeks, I keep telling myself " Don't fall her, Don't fall her, Don't fall her." But I did. and I know why, Its because I'm just selfish. I told my myself "I'd listen to her, I'd listen to her." But I didn't. I didn't even consider about how she'd feel when i told her 'i like you' Because I know she didn't want me to feel that way. and I still did it. Its because I'm just selfish. I keep telling myself " Give her space." I didn't even think about her recently falling out in a relationship. and I still tried ways to spend time with her. All because I'm just selfish. It all started with me. I was given the chance to be her Best friend. Not her Boyfriend. And I took it for granted. Now that I know the truth. I blamed the things around me. I took the whole situation for granted. I thought by doing this, I'd love you better than he did. I thought I did this only to bring you happiness. But instead I only did it to bring mine. Al because of giving into temptations. Time to stop and think about her well-being. and not just mine. Time to be there for her when she needs me, and not be clingy. Time to just give her some space. and If its meant to be this way, God, I trust you. :) Labels: Time to act like a true best friend. =) |
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