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Wednesday, November 16, 2011 at 12:30 AM Being stupid.
HAHA 12.30 am. Kay Honestly, I cant sleep right now, because I had a 2 hour nap, 2hours ago. HAHA I had to sleep because... okay well, I wouldn't consider it as sleeping, fine, its more like resting. You see, when I was like 10 years old. I had a habit. A bad habit. A gangster habit. ok maybe not gangster. But its a bad habit. So that habit, i dunno if you guys have it, its like when you're having a bad flu, sometimes you tend to suck it in and not blow it out? you know that habit? Mines not like that, Mine was more gangster yo! I suck it in and blow it out CONTINUOUSLY. LOLS so it sounds like you, breathing in and out, through your nose as rapidly as possible. and its bad. Dad said I might get sinus infection. I didn't believe him. not because i was so gangster XD because i was SO STUPID. So yeah the sinus attack started this year when im like 14 ++ 10 years old to 14 its 5 years!!!! I bet you counted it as 4 years because your maths failed! XD So after 5 years, finally, my first sinus attack. Yipee~ If you guys dunno what a sinus attack is, its a sinus congestion and pressure that causes that headache feeling. Different people have it at different areas. And me, I got it at the eyebrow area. SO IT HURTS SO BAD. I believe its called frontal sinus? nt sure. The sinus attack happened first in school cant rmb which day it was but i knew it lasted for about 5-6 days until i decided to seek for medical treatment. Then now, like the past few days, its been coming back. I had training today, and somehow after training, it occurred. All i wanted then, was just to rush home and get my medication. Damn, I regretted not keeping it with me. Training was at punggol today, and to get home, I either had to take 161 to cause way and another bus back home or 965 to admiralty which happens to be a longer route. I chose 161. When I reached the bus stop, there was alr a lot of people standing, waiting, at first i didnt really care I just wanted to sit down but then i realised what if that lot of people are taking 161 too? because theres like A LOT of people. HAHAH that would also mean i wont get a seat. I know what y'all are thinking... AREN'T YOU A YOUNG MAN DONT YOU HAVE WORKING LEGS?? Erm, 1. I was so sick, i didn't care. 2. I was so sick and tired after training that I cannot think straight. 3. I felt like puking. So when the bus came, i was like the last to board the bus, Oh and 161 is a double decker so there are a lot of seats, so by the time i got up the bus, there were alr no more seats all full. My team mates were standing with me too. Then at that time, I'm like "OH LORD~" I leaned against a part of the bus just to gain comfort. I needed to calm my mind hoping the sinus attack would weaken BUT IT DIDNT WORK T.T + -.- that facial expressions combined can represent my emotions at that time. Then on the bus i thought about the time when i had a fever after training. On my way home at the interchange, I puked. I remembered a girl who walked passed me saying " EEEEEEE~" I remembered a malay family, who's son was standing close to me, and the only thing the father did was he pulled his son away. I remembered after all that an old lady came up to me, helped me up to a seat and gave me a tissue. Haha ever since then I'm convince that they are still a lot of people who are heartless.. or am i just being judgmental HAHA ok so as i was thinking about that in the bus, I felt that extreme intention of puking . The first thing I did: I looked around the bus, thinking, where would be the best spot to puke. I looked at where im standing, I looked at the ahma infront of me sitting XD hehehe I looked at the area near the door, I looked at the bus driver HAHAHAH but in the end i didnt la... when we reached the interchange, I waited for the 964 bus and headed home. When I got home, I was like the flash. Never have i been this fast. usually, i would just sit on the floor and untie my shoelace like at extremely lazy timings, but just now, i was yanking my shoe off, throwing it all over the place, get my medication, poured water from the jug into the cup, didnt gave a damn about the spilled water, chiong for a cool down bath and when to sleep. LIKE A BOSS! The good news is that I feel a lot better now. The bad news is that it will never go away. Tmr, it will come back again. How depressing... Well thats life! XD And i still love it! The only thing I was thinking about when i was sick is whether you're okay. Labels: You are very important to me. |
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