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Sunday, November 20, 2011 at 8:35 PM Fake Friends .
I really love the sound of the waves crashing on to the beach. Its really calming. Especially when you're all alone. Its like the best relaxation music. You know those relaxation tape, where there would be a voice saying "Close your eyes...calm your mind... think of..." Throw that shit away and go to the beach. I don't see how you can relax when a robot voice from 2020 is telling you what to do. REBEL! XD So yeah... The beach, to me, is by far the best place to relax. when i was at the beach today. I thought about several things. one of the thing was.... friendship. Its so fragile. Most friendships are fragile. From the start normally, all of us will never honest with each other. we will tahan each others flaws even if it makes us feel extremely hurt/sad/uncomfortable only because we want to build the friendship. then when one day, that friend of yours irritates you really bad, you'd start vomitting out the hard truth . And BAM the friendship is broken. HURT & BETRAYED. And that friend blames you for being so "abcdefghijk" all this while when that friend did not surface the problem! I have this problem too. I know, ever since Joo Hwan left, theres alr no one who'd accept my flaws like how he did, but still able to bring about a balance and tell me nicely about what I've done wrong. Most of the friends I have now just randomly gossips about me like nobody's business. Thinking that "he's not here he wont know" *face palm* Karma. LOL. True friends are hard to come by, but along with thinking about all the backstabbers, I also came to realise that there are friends who have been there for me and its like because I lost a close friend, I gave the statement that NO ONE understands. I got so caught up with this problem, that i actually forgot about the people who DO care. who were always there. Its funny how when a problem comes we tend to always give our 100% attention to all the negative things happening just to be in a state of shock/anger/sad. HAHAHAHA Friends - no matter how bad they are, you just cant live without them XD Lets all be honest with each other :D Labels: Tired of trying so hard |
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