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Thursday, November 10, 2011 at 8:39 PM Love or Lies
I think I'm addicted to UK music. Especially the artist, Ed Sheeran. Like most other artist, his songs are about his life growing up, from a humble background. He mentioned that 90 % of the GIGS he'd book himself in. The first thing I thought was he either had a tremendous amount of confidence or he just had a really really thick skin. I mean at some point of time, you'd do a bad performance and people will start boo-ing But i guess he kept it going. That's why he is making it big in the UK now. Then I thought about all my commitments, Studies, Councillor, BBall , Guitar , her. I realise I've never really given 100% to any of them. Percentages would be most probably be 60%, 65%,60%,40%,75% Yet I expected a 100% result. LOL I must be an idiot. OK I GET IT. I AM AN IDIOT. What goes around comes around aye?LOL I admire his confidence too. Not the boastful or arrogant type of confidence. I mean, we're all only lack of confidence because we're afraid of rejection or failure. People who can take the pain of failure, is bound to succeed. and I somehow cant in BBall. I'm always afraid. Afraid of matches. Afraid of steals. Afraid of that fast break. Afraid of that open layup. Afraid of losing. Afraid of failure. Or maybe this is all just in my head. Or maybe I just have to work a little harder. Or maybe i was alr that close just that i don't realise it. Or maybe I'm just making excuses. I need to get my ass of the net. I need to start working hard. I need confidence. I need to stop thinking too much. ................ ............... :/ Moving on to guitar.... I started taking up guitar lessons in early sec 1. So my guitar grade, on average terms, should promote every year. So from fundamentals to grade 1 to grade 2.. and so on. I'm suppose to be promoting to grade 3 this year but I guess I'm still not up for it yet. Lost passion. Have not been practicing for a while.. Right now, the inspiration comes from Ed Sheeran GOTTA GET BACK ON TRACK! I've always wanted to sing&play a love song for a girl. HAHA YEAH YEAH I KNOW, THE GIRL WILL GO DEAF lol. urghhh you wait and see :D HAHA Can't express how addicted I am to this friend of mine. LOLS Its because of her, now I can't leave my phone!! I think I've found a method. Just switch off the phone and leave it in my bag and never take it out untill i finish what I'm supposed to be doing. HAHA in 4 days its gonna be 1 month since we started chatting. in 2 days its gonna be her birthday. 1 more day and its gonna be 11/11/11 Hope everything goes smooth for her. A girl like her really deserves a really really good boyf. so JOLYN TAN! pray tmr ah! XD One day,when she really finds her guy, I hope I can still be there and not run off being all jealous XD Hmmm... Still have a lot to say.. guess I'll keep it till next time ;) well the truth is... Labels: Why did I ever doubt you. |
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