You know when you really want something,
you'd do anything to get it. Right?
But what if you reach to that point,
where things are just not within your control
and that you just can't do anything at all?


Let's say you want to impress someone,
you would find out what that person likes and dislikes,
you would spend time to understand that person's style,
you would try ways to make that person feel special.


you'd do your best to help her up when she's down.
you'd be far more patient than ever when she gives
a negative response and
you'd be there for her when she needs you.


You do all that because you feel something for her.
Because you know its worth it.


You thought you had it all figured out.
You thought that she felt the same way as you.
You thought that you were building sth strong.


Sometimes it ends up as the happily ever after.
Sometimes you alr knew from the start that it wouldnt work out.
Sometimes its that feeling after you've tried again and again
and you thought that this time, things would turn out differently
but you still end up crashing down in disappointment.


Its that point when you feel shocked.
That point when you feel like you're just not good enough.
That point when you can't do anything at all.


False hopes.


Time is running out.
Holidays are ending and it's gonna be a busy year next year.
Hope it all ends well.
"God only gives his toughest battles to his toughest soldiers"