Holidays are ending soon.
The period where I rush my Homework.
Yeah Yeah,I know.
You're with me in this too right? XD
Okay then,
GET YOUR EYEBALLS OFF THIS WEB PAGE,
AND GET STARTED!
kidding~


Every year at this time when I'm left with only
2 week before the school starts,
in the midst of rushing all these undone work,
I'm thinking, why didn't I start to do all these earlier.
HAHA
Bad decision making.


I bet some of you who have completed all your homework
are now like KINGS
kkkkkkkk fine,
for all you ladies, QUEENS.
Because a lot of people would be begging for your answers!
And you would sit on that modern throne of yours
laughing to yourself.
 LIKE A BOSS.


Its a great feeling when you make the right decisions.
and everything turns out PERFECT.
But what happens when you don't?
Because 7 times out of 10,
I make bad decisions.
And even now, like recently,
I screwed up.


And after you thought that screwing up was the end
of your worst nightmare,
all the blaming, scolding, mocking, gossiping
takes place.
Its not like you wanted to screw up,
Its not like you weren't prepared,
Its not like you planned all that to happen.


And in the process of all that,
Quarrels, fights, break-ups happen.
Your friends starts gossiping about you.
Your crush hates you.
And its not like you've got no one to turn to,
Its just that there's no one close enough to you
to understand and give you advice.
You feel
torn-ed,
Hurt,
Lost,
tired.
and it all revolves around
making Bad decisions.


Ever felt that way before?
Well. I have.
It sucks doesn't it?


I remember a quote saying
" The hardest part is not making the decision,
Its living with it."
Back then, I could never really relate to the quote,
I never understood how a decision
could haunt you.
But now I know.


I've made a lot of Bad Decisions recently,
And I've cause many problems
to my friends and especially her.


Saying sorry won't help change a thing.
I guess in this society you just gotta learn to
clean the mess you've made alone.
Well all these are just part and parcel of
learning to live life
aye GOD?
I guess if all these problems doesn't come now,
it'll hit right at me sooner or later.
and I don't want it to be the time
when the stress levels are extremely high.
SO THANK YOU GOD!~


After all,
"If you can't live with the decision you've made,
go make another one."
I can feel that you're gone.