2 Weeks Left.


2 days after the mid-years ended,
I have actually already received all my Exams results.
Fast aye?
I gotta say, looking at the results, boy oh boy,
I'm no where near my goal.
It seems as though, when comparing the goal i set with my results,
my goal is so far fetched.
It is as if, I'm setting unrealistic goals.
Even my friend who scored way better did not have such high expectations.


Well, I didn't do too bad, I mean looking at the amount of
preparations made for the exams,
I wouldn't think that I'd end up a high flyer.
Though, I wish I had the ability to.
But that's the price right?
Hard work, perseverance, Time management, resilience
and all the other "Ten-year series" answers
Are just what you have got to offer before you can get the results.
But I had none of those.
I was just lazy, distracted, not driven.
When I said I didn't too bad, I also meant that I didn't do well either.
My grades were a little below the average of what I used to score.
Disappointed, but I'm not surprised either.


Did a little reflection about what I really want from here on.
And I'll treat this is as wake up call. A reminder.
I'll make my come back!
Reason why I got my results that early is because
I have Mother tongue intensive for the next two weeks.
That means from 8 to 5, its Chinese ALL THE WAYY.
Preparation plan from the school for the
Mother Tongue OLevels scheduled on 28 may.
I'm actually looking forward to it, it's a great opportunity to show I've got.
Not to prove to anyone that a hybrid/Mixed/Zebra can do well in Chinese,
but to prove to myself that I can do it again.


I got A2 for Chinese for the EOY in sec 2 after intense preparation.
After that wake up call, I'm now more driven and sure about
what I really want.
I am going to work hard for this. 2 weeks.
Sounds like what all OLevel candidates would say yeah?
My plan to remove the distractions is simply
to keep my phone at home. It worked and I'm sticking to that.
So on all weekdays, bye to the ring-a-ding-ding!
All the best to all taking the OLevel mother Tongue!






Spent the marking day with her. Hajarwinkey!~
Really enjoyed every moment.
Going out with her felt so natural and easy.
I know it sounds cheesy, BUT ITS TRUE!
Little you would know that she actually puts in a lot of effort
in erasing any awkwardness.
But you wouldn't realise it, I didn't anyway,
because the conversations were so natural!
That also means she talks a lot though,
but in a sweet and funny way. HAHA
Can't wait for another day out with her again!


Have a lot of plans in June,
One of them would be the kayaking course.
Actually, I learned how to kayak in OBS last year
but I need that 1 star certificate to rent a kayak.
So once I got that, kayaking would be in my
"101 ways to relax" list! HAHA
Planning to get together the Nerf team in June
for team-bonding and discussion for Nerf Camp,
Thinking of going camping with study group mates.
OBS gathering, Aesthetic Night..
Just can't wait!
But for now, gotta focus on Mother Tongue OLevel!
LEGGO~

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