Wednesday, June 16, 2010 at 10:12 PM you're the gun to my holster
Its the 8th day le... 8 leh!! so fast... today... actually plan to go to sch to play ball but again, i couldnt wake up hahahah so... didnt play BUT it rained!! so even is i went i still couldnt play!! woohooo!! the whole day at home game game and game when will i start studying??!! lol i'll try it again tmr.. hopefully AND AND AND I MSG HER TODAY AGAIN!!! but .... the msg is so different everyday it gets worse.. haiz.why... why do you treat me so cold even when were just friends? cant we be just like before? I jus wanna say, I love you. Tiffany Labels: pls... |
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Tuesday, June 15, 2010 at 9:13 PM So cold.weak inside
7th day... WALAO I STILL HAVEN FINISH HW ltr maybe doing hehhehe Today had training and IT WASNT SLACK but i hate it when it comes to the match during training haiz... nvm. after that went to havelunch SAW CINDY OMG and and and saw this cute couple~ holding hand somemore (shall nt say who) then went to do project and after that went home... I smsed Sandra today.. THX ALOT FOR THE ADVICE =D I also smsed her!!! but i think i kinda lost it lost the confidence to chat with her. but are you avoiding me?? haiz... maybe i just deserve this oh well... after all that happened Labels: i dun know how long i can bear. |
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Monday, June 14, 2010 at 5:07 PM Do i deserve to fall in love again?
Its alr the 6th day. ...... haiz.i still feel stupid. i miss her. but, time to move on. I'll still wait for her. Today went to sch to play bball, sadly only JK,Aloy and JC came the rest was Bgirls and two hardworking Cgirls!! wow the 2 C girls really nt bad . I rmb when i was in sec one i wasnt even like that hahs after that went to causeway. BUT WAIT WHATS THIS??? look at the W of the SLOW alot of things couldnt happen. Like,now the princess cannot kiss and turn the frog into a prince.. haiz.. wat a tragedy. WELL...SOMETIMES after the "horror" we bus-ed to causeway then had lunch and walked around. heheh went home and rearranged room!! seriously prefered the room arrangement NOW!! YEAH. THE 6th day without you Labels: start anew? |
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Friday, June 11, 2010 at 11:36 PM wat shld i do??
SO fast FRI today woke up at 9++(WOAH) had to be at the RP at 12 heheheheh i played games!!!!hahahhas played com games till 10.45 then followed bro to the com shop to do sth to the com.LOL soon realied i was actually LATE!!! 11.45 liao hahahhahas then i still slowly walk back home LOL reached RP at 1 hahhahs HAD ALOT OF FUN THR. i saw her. haiz... BUT I HAD AOT OF FUN THR!!! JAIHO~ hahas its really tiring though walk here thr but i think performers more sian nid rehearse again and again. -----------------------------------END------------------------------ Rite thats that. now ,obviously, i've locked my blog.... hope u all understand why. (DUN UNDERSTAND WHY???) this is why: its all my fault. I shouldnt have given up on her. tsk HOW can i expect her to still like me??!! F*** YOU HARIS stupid. When she liked me, I nvr treasured her love. i rejected her calls, smsed her coldly, sometimes ignoring her msg, yet she kept on being by my side. One day i said my feelings faded but she still cared for me. it was just like inverse proportion. she was x and i was y then one day I liked her again(stupid rite.haiz) F*** YOU Haris but i think she has already given up if that day i had taken a step back and not given up everthing would have been perfect. how am to deserve her love again??? so the reason why i lock is bcuz i didnt wan her to see so guys treasure your love ones manzxc... will post more about wat i wanted to do if everything were perfect. Labels: just wan you to know that i still love you. |
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Tuesday, June 8, 2010 at 11:29 PM i think i've lost you.
Hey... BACK!!! will update about the trip nxt time.. oh ya, and i just realised today is 8 June rehearsal for aesthetic night day. no wonder you were so nt want to sms. nvm rest ba all the best to your performance on 11june takecare. no chance le... haiz Labels: "take one step back, and everything will be perfect." |
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Wednesday, June 2, 2010 at 10:00 PM I Think too much.
"All that I'm after, is a life full of laughter, I'm thinking that all that still matters, is love ever after, after the life we've been through, Cause i know theres no life after you." That night i asked you if you like anyone, you said no. i was damn happy. But now i realised, it didnt mean you still like me. wa... tmr is flying off day. i wonder if she remembers so fast. but still got training wa, sian. haiz. well, i wont skip tmr! Theres not much to say, when its boredom all day. But that doesnt mean i have nothing to do cuz all day long, I'm thinking of you. Labels: Haiz. |
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010 at 9:31 PM nothing matters but you.
These few days were exeptionally boring!! MON 31 may, 1)preparation process woke up "early" to have the preparation for bball presentaion. nvm maybe you dunno whats that but lets say its just a presentation. In the end didnt really prepare. LOL. Went to eat mac friends joked about nt eating fish burger cuz it cuz OVERFISHING!! then again, maybe not all of you will understand. 2) before presentation ok so after that went to sch. realised alot of ppl were there but nt MR.TAN or COACH. then we were discussing among ourselves about the presentation. LOL then suddenlly, MUAZZAM friend called me to go to the dunno wht room and join them for DRAMA then i went in. Guess wat? everyone was laughing?LOL i also dunno why like that then a girl pulled me to another girl. so i guessed she wanted me to do something. i looked at muazzam and gave the "wat?" face. LOL it was ridiculous. after that coach came. SOMETHING HAPPENED 3) presentation then went on with presentation. i didnt do well, Yu Rui did fine. i didnt know much about the slides, i talked lots of crap but im glad coach laughed . hahs. after that went home. END TUES 1June, 1)The Truth tell you something, actually i lied on this day. i wasnt sick.at first. honestly i woke up late. =late for the councillor thing and =nvr go training. so i smsed and said, im nt feeling well (when im perfectly fine) 2)what i did then i decided to play bball at the near by bball court. 3)Sick? after playing .headache came. is it because i lied thats why like that? haiz. i couldnt walk straight. but it got better. 4)Training?!!diedie i went home. and saw the msg and got a call form Jun Keong saying i have to rush to training cuz i no mc so i did. with my headache. i couldnt run of course. when i reached sch, i saw a few sec ones bballers leaving sch. LOL. so i tot training ended. but i still went in la. 5)Lucky when i reached the canteen, i tot they were push up position. but they were drinking water!!!! thank god, coach forgive them cuz i nvr come. and also glad teammates didnt blame me.=) 6)Outcome i went to see coach he said THURS then like take the perth trip shirt. -.- then after that bla bla bla and went home. 7)shopping!!and..haircut?? went to chong pang with bro to get stuff and then cut hair LOL satisfied with haircut. hope wont get caught by DP or Mr.Jong during training.LOL then after that went to see some com stuff. END. excited for perth trip!! did a few good deeds and satisfied with it. NO MORE LIES.(i'll try.) =)wat a long post hope you read it. Labels: continuing the good. |
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