Saturday, August 21, 2010 at 8:58 PM YOU DUN TELL ME HOW I KNOW?
@$#@#%!%!@%
I really dun understand how
all that has happened has any link to this.
YOU ASK ME THINK IT THROUGH
but hey,
I dunno
who it has affected,
how it affects them,
and why it affects them!
YOU TELL ME,
HOW AM I GONNA REALISE MY MISTAKE?!
you know,
Its not that i wanted to change
but it is the change that happened
that made me different from before.
Before YOU say " you have changed alot the past few days"
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF WHY?
IF U WERE ME,
IF YOU WERE ANGRY,CONFUSED,SHOCKED,STABBED
WILL YOU STILL BE THE SAME PERSON?
I know you all expect a lot from me.
being more understanding,
or being that person who's not so GL,
or at least not like those other guys.
BUT IM NOT PERFECT.
I GET ANGRY TOO.
Sometimes,
when u are in a bad situation
you're sad , angry , watever.
I make it look as if theres a way,
or calm you to a point where you realise something.
But it doesnt mean i can do or say the same things to myself
I do need a shoulder to cry on
I do need a listening ear
I do need someone to tell me my rights and wrong
I would really appreciate it,
If you could just tell me what i did wrong.
I know these few days i keep
bursting into flames very easily
but i hope you all understand the breakdowns in life
and it happens not only to you all.
You wanted me to move on.
and i would.
Just give
me time.
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